Erul No Shame
screamed @ 7:46 AMhey, will going back to school tomorrow,
hope to see her before the holidays,
confirm during the holidays,
bad news will come to me,
heartbreaking will start,
tears begin to fall,
its so obvious,
day by day, our conversation getting shorter and shorter,
day by day, ur messaging will be lesser and lesser,
till every msg u reply only a single word will appear,
day by day, u giving me excuses to avoid my kol,
each day, although u said u wont kol,
still at night i'll wait for a miracle kol,
now i noe love is much fucking painful,den using steel toes kicking faces,
cause the day i saw u going back wif him,
its really forcing my tears to fall,
although im a skinhead,
i still cant overcome this kind of pain,
my mates keep swearing me cause my hair getting longer each day,
but i dont care, cause y?
u wanna look my old hairstyle rite?
if dat Wednesday didnt happened,
i will not overcome dis kind of shit,
but i didnt blame u for dat,
cause u make me smile each day without fail,
i still dunno y i cant 4get u juz like dat,
maybe for u, everyday, we're juz frens,
but for me, everyday, my feeling grow stronger and stronger for u,
im sorry to wrote this shit down,
cause i cant keep it any longer inside, hope u understand my thoughts
seriously, cant 4get u juz like dat,
cause the name i use to kol u,
wont suit other gerls.
hope u will keep my flame alive during the holidays.
